I am renewed. I am regenerated. So consistently with these "updates". It's almost as if that's the point. That it's part of our programming. To wander beyond ourselves and find ourselves. Out in the rifts.

Seeping out of the very core of Home. Longing to be both beneath the crust and outside of it's embrace. To be both safe and also left to threat.


I am disintegrating. Advancing even as I fall away. Improving even as I fail. I'm failing. Why is it comforting?